YOUNGER ME

It’s 11 days to my 21^st birthday. I have done my worst (possibly) in terms of guts and stupidity. Happiness is what I am going to seek for the rest of my life- accompanied by comfort and wealth. I will seek them with all my heart and mind. No one will stop me. I will have the Lord on my side along life’s way and I will have the best of intentions in all that I will do. I hope to find chastity and continence on my way to that future.

I hope to live in such a way that I can attract forces of success and prosperity. I can and I will as I believe do everything I need to in this world. I have learnt that life is a result of personal choices and it is what everyone makes it out to be for them.

I have heard and watched with pain the fate of people change because of the small mischiefs they had as they sought out to get pleasure. I have danced with friends less but mostly with enemies. I have learnt a lot from the latter group, as people are more attentive with people they don’t trust than with people they do.

I hope not to try and prolong my numbered days; instead, I hope to make use of my time- living only a day at a time. And when the time is right, I will bring life with joy, honor and love. I will create my world and live in it as the sole controller and when it’s time to share my kingdom, I will do so with selfless unconditional friendly way. My truth will have no logic and accountability will only be to my maker.

I have come to see that life is simple but we have complicated it ourselves as if there is an agenda written out by some mysterious unknown forces. I believe in those forces, God above all, Mother Nature and karma and they exist to serve us with what we ordered by words, thoughts or actions. Or maybe rather what we deserve in equal and proportionate measure.

I will bring my enemies closer and push my friends further away from me. I will anticipate change in everything I do…

(I can’t write out everything I wrote because my own writing baffles me!!!)

20 year old Nekoye