I HAVE SUCH DOUBTS!

"I have doubts...I have such doubts."

I understand doubt… No, I really do. We live in doubt. We have doubts. Maybe I should say it is uncertainty. The lack of knowing with certainty what will be, or what is to come, or what has already been… But that is only fate. What about people? Can you say you know them totally and completely? Are you certain if your answer is yes?

I plead not to know anyone at all, I plead not to know myself too. But ever so often do I forget this that I put my unconditional trust on people and the rest is, well, emotionally messy. We are changing creatures. We are not machines. Different circumstances lead to different choices and decisions. Some are wise and others are not.

This is an overflow of shock and utter disbelief. I must be in a good place because I have no contempt in my heart or mind. Or may be it’s growing up… My youth was timely robbed by grief. But I see the light now. Do people really know that karma is real? That what goes around comes around? How do you expect happiness when all you do is cause grief?

Wise men, when in doubt whether to speak or to keep quiet, give themselves the benefit of the doubt, and remain silent.- Napoleon Hill

Sincerely,

Nekoye