I LOOK TO YOU
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| I recall mourning Whitney and listening to her song "I LOOK TO YOU" over and over not knowing that I would soon mourn again in the same year! 2012 - What a Mess! |
That statement doesn't come easy to me. I have never been known to being a crying baby but guess who has joined that band wagon.
I feel weak, emotionally. Like that health has deteriorated. I am vulnerable and tears are just a thought away. Grrrr.... This makes me sad because I like staying put.
The other day when I learnt through Facebook that one of my best friend's brother had passed away, I cried like a baby at the office. I was to hand over a hard drive to a client at 0900hrs and was at the office at 0850hours. I called Mariam to check up on her and I burst out in tears when she explained to me the emotions that she was going through, the emotions that are still clear in mind. Confusion, anger, pity, mistrust, denial and sadness all at the same time. To add to that, there is also the fact that one is scared because you do not know the extent of God's wrath.
Usually misfortunes do not come singly. I dodged a bullet(literally) only to have the greatest loss of all. I feel what Mariam is going through. The pain is never-ending, the sadness renewed every dawn break. It's not a situation to get out of and you can not wish it away. If anything, you have lost a loved one you held so dear and near. May the angels stay with you Hamisi. We will be strong. Insh-Allah.
Nekoye
Good night
I feel weak, emotionally. Like that health has deteriorated. I am vulnerable and tears are just a thought away. Grrrr.... This makes me sad because I like staying put.
The other day when I learnt through Facebook that one of my best friend's brother had passed away, I cried like a baby at the office. I was to hand over a hard drive to a client at 0900hrs and was at the office at 0850hours. I called Mariam to check up on her and I burst out in tears when she explained to me the emotions that she was going through, the emotions that are still clear in mind. Confusion, anger, pity, mistrust, denial and sadness all at the same time. To add to that, there is also the fact that one is scared because you do not know the extent of God's wrath.
Usually misfortunes do not come singly. I dodged a bullet(literally) only to have the greatest loss of all. I feel what Mariam is going through. The pain is never-ending, the sadness renewed every dawn break. It's not a situation to get out of and you can not wish it away. If anything, you have lost a loved one you held so dear and near. May the angels stay with you Hamisi. We will be strong. Insh-Allah.
Nekoye
Good night
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